I'd like to think some of it is muscle weight, as I am somewhat stronger than I was a year and three months ago. But the real test is how well I fit into certain clothes. And certain clothes are much too tight for me to be happy about this situation.
A few truisms about me:
-- I enjoy the journey and the seeking more than I enjoy the goal and getting and having
--When I feel like I can't control some aspect of my life, I try to get control back via whatever means I can
As a result: when I go on an inches-loss kick, I find the fun is in starting a new program and going on the journey. It's not that I especially want to be thin, it's just that I want to gain control of my size. A subtle but important distinction.
So what am I doing now? I'll let you know in subsequent posts.
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